Today was unexpected nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I ' m standing on a ledge my foot creeps closer to the edge
Friends all know what to say to make me push them away
What they can ' t know about me makes it so hard to see
I ' m not holding my tongue for you anymore
I ' ll scream so loud ' til I drown you out
Now you can ' t hold me down anymore
I ' ll scream so loud ' I ' ll scream so loud ' til I drown you out
So many days of silence too many destructive ways to vent
I hope they set something free didn ' t know they were out to kill me
Today I ' ll turn it all around pick myself off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out force all the demons down
Stand up and set it straight get it right before it ' s too late
For now I ' m feeling fine left all the pain behind
It ' s time to live my life I finally got it right
I ' m not holding my tongue for you anymore
I ' ll scream so loud ' til I drown you out
Now you can ' t hold me down anymore
I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we ' re okay
But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn ' t me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in
Throw this all away and start again
I ' m not holding my tongue for you anymore
I ' ll scream so loud ' til I drown you out
Now you can ' t hold me down anymore